Christian Seeks New Church?

I cannot take it anymore. First I find out that "Mary" hates it when the kids used to sing special praise and worship music because she abhors that kind of music. Then I find out that "Joseph" is an egotistical, finger-pointing ex-preacher that thinks the things Bryan and I do to save animals is stupid. (this is all being majorly paraphrased)

It is a wonder I can control my anger anymore.

OH! And WHO goes up to lead the song-leading? ME! Or my husband! And what am I asked not once, not twice BUT THREE TIMES?

"Oh, Shasta, are you standing up?"

I know that forgiveness is what I am supposed to do. And I have tried to forgive each of these people. But, Lord, how am I to forgive them when they keep doing the same thing over and over again? I have to hear that lame, hurtful and totally unnecessary comment about my height EVERY TIME I go to lead the songleading? Please tell me that is not so.

If it wasn't for Bryan being a deacon in that church I would have left a long time ago. Finally he is seeing how the women of that church treat me.

Matthew 6:14 - For if ye forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you: